如果，把環遊世界當種職業

The doctor said no perceptible is the most horrible disease.

I never realize that I've been ill so deep,
and have to admit that I totally screwed it up.

Even if I dont know why I become so~~~

It seems that even doctor can not answer my question,
and want me go to see a psychiatrist....

However I have been pretending that 
the world is so beautiful to let me believe I'm fine.

And I'm not intend to face the reality.

But today all the things,
which has completely overturned my thought by one day.

I want to fly~I want to escape this world~ I want to ...whatever...

In fact, I do not know exactly what I want.

This is probably why I will never to know why I have this damned disease.

Because I was so stupid and don't understand myself. 

well........

By now can I really told myself to do something right?

Maybe I need more time to think about it.